SweetLilThings

8:47am: Goodbye....
Boyfriend is in camp right now..I didn't have a chance to say goodbye coz i was still asleep when he wakes up..hmm..i didn't send him coz his parents did and i think that's enough..he doesn't need me to send him if his parents did..hmm..but good thing is he comes back every weekend so might be able to see him this coming weekend..just have to endure n make sure time past fast n ta-da, weekend will be here soon..haha..hmm..
meetups anyone?
niwae before his D day was here, we had alot of makan-ing activities..haha..hmm..we tried spending lots of time together..we went to have sushi buffet at Hei Sushi...i dunno whether we ate alot though...we had total of 9 sushi plate, 1 salmon karage, 2 plate of fried hotate,1 bowl of udon n 4 mochi ice cream..hmm..after a few plates i was alrdy struggling to swallow another sushi..
to take or not to take?

giving up already...

We watched phobia 2. Ate at Long John Silver before heading for my interview. Wanted to go for skyride and luge but my interview ended late so we thought we missed the last skyride so we shared a bowl of yong tou fu at Vivo..n took a few pics at the top of Vivo..







he's loving this photo..

yesterday, we didn't really do anything except for having 1 whole spring chicken from arnold for breakfast, cold noodle from the red sea for lunch and walked around hougang mall finding his last minute stuffs n bought 2 giordano shirt for myself..hmm..
hmm..missing him already..hmm..but i'm sure it will go away..hmm..

niwae here's some random pics..henna i did on my hand n my ankle..






n this is a cenderawasi bird..hmm..people say that it's a fantasy bird..n if it fall to earth it will freeze...hmm..people also said that the bird can reach up to few thousand dollars..hmm..


hmm..niwae did i tell u that me n my cousin went for the swensen's ice cream buffet..yummy or wat but seriously..after i ate a plate of 2 ice cream with 1 waffle n maltesers n some other topping, fondue and cakes i felt sick alrdy..hmm..we also ordered rodeo wing and fries..to make it worth it, we finishes our meal with 3 more scoops of ice cream..the kiwi banana was Yummy..

niwae..to shalin..loving u...take care

11:11am: I care
All I did was because I care but if you can't be bothered with it then maybe I should too..hmm..

3:11pm:

Yesterday me and BF went to Orchard Ion to look around.to me, the place is very complicated.There's so many levels..there's B4!hmm..and we walked around till we ended up at wheelock place.we took abt 45-60 mins finding Swensens there.. went to have the 1 for 1 lunch deal at Swensens.. We were seated beside the ice cream buffet..it was so TEMPTING!!!all around us, people are having the ice cream buffet.there's cakes, fondue,waffles and loads of toppings and ice cream. If i want to go for it, I can't ask BF coz he wldn't want..hmm..so..Anyone?
after eating, we went to watch GI.Joe at Cineleisure.It has been a long time since i went there. The show was great but was greater was that i bought ear studs for 90 cents each. AWESOME or what...haha..i would have bought 10 or more if i were not scared my BF will ask and nag.. but i bought 6 only and BF didn't even asked.argh.

( Outdated pictures of outing with him to Jurong Bird Park )

11:35am: Yesterday, me and BF went for picnic at changi beach.. actually more like sitting there and chill with 1 bag of chips and drinks coz we ate our brunch first at changi village..we sat there abt 2 hr plus looking at people, bird and flies mating.. it was so funny..i was so surprised hearing the hissing sound..i thought it was a spider then my BF says that the flies are playing..i kept saying nonsense but after seeing it for a while i think they are "playing"..so weird i tell u..haha.then at one point they went quiet and still..then my BF says they're tired..WTH..hmm..then my idiot BF went to hit them with a shoe..1 flew and 1 stay still on the ground...we thought it has died and i scolded my BF..but amazingly, it didn't die..the thing flew away a few mins after being hit.. we saw a blue bird somewhere arnd our area and my BF keeps saying that it's a Kingfisher...haha..hmm.. the whole time we're there, we didn't even face the sea..maybe for a few minutes..but most of the time, we were facing the pavement..funny huh..hmm..abt 3 plus, we decide to make a move to tampines..where i was so tempted to shop on tops and more tops but my dear says that at Hougang Mall can buy..so yeah..hmm..i didn't buy any tops but ended up buying something else..haha..hmm..at 6.30, i took a train to Bugis to meet the girls..it's been a long time since we went out..we had pastamania and spend hours chatting..

5:32pm: Week update
I'm suppose to post this way before but was too lazy..hmm..niwae i've finally got a part time job..will start in may though..hmm..i hope i can get a full time asap..hmm..okie..back to my week update..
Monday
Bf and me spend our time cleaning and polishing his bike..at first we went to the nearest carpark to my house however, the water there was pathetic, we paid 60 cents for 1/8 bucket of water...bf doesn't want to call and complain so had to go the the other carpark which is further away..20 cents for a full bucket.. it was so hot..half way, i was about to give up but i was the one who was so excited about it and keep pestering him to clean, so no choice..hmm..was quite satisfied with it although it doesn't really really shines because the bike has scratces here and there..so it's not my fault...
Tuesday
me and my secondary school cliques have made plan to go to the singapore flyer coz it's only $10 for students.. supposed to meet at 10.30 am at ang mo kio but being them again of course we didn't meet at 10.30..me and 3 other friends reached at 11.15am..n my this other friend, reached at 12 plus..can u believe it..haha..we reached there at abt 1 plus and went to eat at popeyes' before going in..hmm..we got the whole cabin to ourselves so we took so many photos..haha
Wednesday
had to send grandpa to the polyclinic coz he complained that he's sick...then in the late afternoon, he had cravings for long john silver and lemon barley..so i had to buy for him as my sis was not back yet..
Thursday
met up with ros and lynn for lunch at burger king..after that, we sat down at starbucks and talked while ros enjoys her cup of mocha..haha..then went for exercise..
Friday
went to send mum to amore tampines 1 then i went to my aunt's house and just slack there..played with my cute lil cuzzin..n send my another cuzzin to school.
Saturday
went to CGH for the supposed grandpa's appointment but realised that we got the date wrong..so we went to East Point to walk around before going back to Tampines..then i went out with my aunt and cuzzin while waiting for the time to go to lynn's b'dae with Shana..had fun there..we played 'steal' and Taboo...i want a Taboo too...hmm..i want to ask ppl to buy for me..hmm..niwae back to the story..at 10 plus, bf keep asking me what time i want to go home which makes him had to fetch me coz he dun wan me to go hme so late..hmm..thank you..hmm..
ok..thats all..( photos... )

10:04pm: the suppose to be 7 of us picnic..
On sunday, we had our picnic..after months of not meeting each other..the 7 of us was supposed to meet but only 5 turned up..was supposed to meet at 9.30 at my hse..but being them, of course all were late..hmm..so the latest to reach were hafiz, who reached at 10 plus..we went out near 11 and reach east coast at 12.30... while the girls were eating and the guys busy setting up the fishing rod, rain starts to fall..so we bring all the food in and sat around while i tell ghost stories..then when i have none to tell, we lay down talking nonsense..when the rain stop..we went to play in the sea.. n then my 2 crazy fren when to dug a big hole...we had fun..n poor bf had his ankle sprained due to jumping into the water..hmm..we went back at abt 5..then the 3 of them followed me home to watch movie over at my house..



















although he sprained his ankle, that don't stop him from getting on my dad's bike..haha

9:47pm:

went to wild wild wet yst..had so much fun..n it was really a wild n wet experience..hmm..
u wldn't believe how long the queue was..when my family reached at 12, the queue starts from burger king..it was super long..luckily, my aunt was there early, so she was half way through the queue..she started to queue at 11.25..we got our tickets only near 1p.m..i cldn't believe that my family actually queued up an hour plus to get into a swimming pool..haha..actually i was moe stupid to queue for 2 hours just to get donuts from the donut factory 2 years ago..the place was packed with people..we had to grab chairs from somewhere and bring it to the marquee area for shade..we had to squeeze into the shiok river,actually everything..hmm..the ular-lah queue was really like snake..haha..my cuzz really wanted to play, so we went..n the queue was at the ground level..not even at the steps...then when we get to the 2nd flight of stairs, it started to rain with lightning and thunder..so everyone was called to stay in the shade, either the marquee or the food place..me n my cuzz sat on the floor playing the water that has flooded the place..it was abt an hour until the rain stop...after there were no thunder, the crew make their way back to their position...n then....from all direction, people are running to go to the ular-lah..n that includes me..haha..it was so funny..someone should have video the whole thing..hilarious..hmm..so after the running and everything..we were at the top alrdy..haha..

hmm..niwae i'm sure you have seen the thinkfamily advert..hmm..i actually made me cry..haha..

ok la...thats all..n i haven't got a work yet..so stressful..
 

8:33am: Rejected

My FIRST full-time job interview and i just got rejected.. I was suposed to feel kind of relieved...but at the same time, i felt sad..coz i dunno the reason for getting rejected..i noe my interview was kind of bad to me but i believe or rather chose to believe that due to asthma they had to reject me coz i can't chase criminals for sure..so what's the use hiring..hmm.. if i knew i cold actually ignore the fact that i'm asthmatic and if they chose me and one day i got an attack..i will say i dunno why..maybe i'm hyperventilating..haha..but of course i can't hide it forever...hmm..

my mum is giving me an option of going Uni if possible as she and my dad will try to get money to pay for the fee..hmm..but i'm still unsure..maybe i shall just stick to my plan of going for a part time degree..since i'm alrdy 21 (according to ros, can only apply part time degree when u're 21)... hmm.. shit..21 is old..hmm..i need a job..asap...desperate...i'm thinking of getting a part time first while waiting for a full time job..

9:23am: it's been a month since i update my blog..hmm...
been having lots of activities which is equivalent to slacking..haha...

hmm..first thing first, i've cut my hair..haha...my dad cut for me..it was a concave bob at first when i realise that my hair is thick so asked my dad to thin it and now it looks like lynn's..except that mine's not rebonded...hmm..

i have spend days in school after finishing everything to do the interview for grad vid...so tiring...hmm..but upon getting result(today),quite satisfied...got an A..Ms Ang is sure very lenient i think..hmm..

what did i do for the whole 1 month?...been going out with boyfie... went wild wild wet...went to catch a couple of movies..hmm..n lots of going out to eat..haha..hmm..on BF's b'dae went to watch he's just not that into u..nice movie..i like..haha..then went to play pool which i've won a couple of times due to his mistake...wakaka...hmm..n went to eat at sakura..hmm..bought him a couple of things:everlast watch, giordano polo and kinder joy..

i also went for cycling in ubin and it was my first ever time, that i regret going there.. at first, we got attacked by hundreds of mosquito..which make shana feel disgusted looking at the spots they made on our arms...it was really disgusting...then we sit in the middle of the road coz there were no one arnd..while we were chatting and eating our hello panda, shana sttod out and scream before saying there's dogs..when she scream, the first thing that came to my mind were they were bicycles...but when i turned, i was shocked to see 4 BIG dogs...both of us went behind shana's bike..n i kept saying..we shud just keep quite...haha..i was so scared that the dog will come near us altho i noe that the dogs there are quite tame actually..hmm..so after the dog passed us and walked at least 100 metres away from us, we quickly took our bike and go off...we went home after that...abt an hour and we have left the place..haha..

i have went for a job interview...wldn't believe what it is...SPF..yup..police force..hmm..it was a whole day interview btw..hmm..i reached there at 8.30 with lots of other people before being fetched by a police officer at 9.15 i think..had to take a visitor pass, did a bag check before going into the place..it was Home Affairs therefore, very strict..so went inside a room to do a psychometric test which took at least 2 hours or more..hmm..after that had to fill out forms..so many forms..hmm..more than 30 minutes just to fill up forms..haha..hmm..then went for lunch..after lunch, we were seperated into 2 grps..one was shorlisted for interview, the other had to do an essay before going home..i fall under the shortlisted one..i was so scared..my heart was beating super fast n due to nervousness, i had stomachache..haha..hmm..so when i was inside there, i felt like i was crapping my way...they laughed here and there but i'm not sure if they like me..btw, there were 3 of them in the room..and there were not just normal ranking police officer, but high ranked..hmm..after interview, went for a physical test where i had to march a little, do a squatting without tip-toeing which obviously i can't do and also to just wear lingerie so that they can check my body...i had so many markings and the person keep asking what's this, what's this..so i just said, i can't remember..i fell alot of times..hmm..finished the whole thing at 5pm..so tiring..

my family had a chalet for 4 days at national service resort and country club..to get there was troublesome but it was wow..the bungalow was nice..it was covered with glass instead of walls..hmm..the tv had scv channel..had a dvd player..the bathroom looks like hotel's..hmm..how i wish it's my home..haha..hmm.ok..too lazy to type alrdy..will update photos once i transfer them...

tataz..

8:43am: this might be late..but well my birthday was kind of..hmm..lots of tears..haha..early morning come to school with so many things to do.. to burn the Catch magazine to disc..to dump out SA vid, grad and other ad hoc vid to tape..n the computer is giving me lots of problems which makes me so stressed up..and i only realise that the grad tapes that i have dumped out actually contains nothing...so so so angry...hmm.. i tried to transfer to hard disk but it keeps saying that there's no space when there are lots of space..hmm..until now it still haven't been re-dump out...so have to come back to school to do it...

at 3 was the TEP award ceremony.. my group got the best cover for issue 28.. and i got the talent award...shocking or wat.. and i dunno why i even cry when i went to take the award that i can't even say a thank you.. i wanted to say that maybe people use me for their talent for convenience sake and not talent sake coz i can't act..i just act for them coz i know it's hard to find people to act for a production...

then came the most touching part...

Uh, oh, hold on. I’m getting a telepathic message.

Looks like we have a final award to be presented to a special individual. This award is presented to a whiny, soft-hearted, sweet, bubbly, kind, extremely empathetic and a sensitive soul. To someone who assumes the best of everyone. To someone who always puts others before herself. To someone who has incredible strength underneath her gentle exterior.

If we could describe her with 3 colors. It would be:
White, to symbolize her innocence, affectionate nature and youth.
Dark pink to show our appreciation and our gratitude.
Light pink to capture her grace, gentleness and joyful nature.

So let us now present 13 roses to “Nana is Gorgeous” aka Liyana.

this was the speech that misso said...it was prepared by my lovely girls...so touching right...i was crying non-stop when shana and diyy came with a cake n the 13 roses.. thank you all...

i wish she was there to share the happiness...



birthday gifts...


swatch valentines' watch from mum..


SK bracelet from the BF..




13 roses from the girls..


from sis...




christian dior make up

10:27am: Would you forget that you love me?
every little things that you do have a little impact on me..

7:06pm: my birthday....
i was just trying out the what my birthday means on facebook for fun..n i think it's kind of true...here what it says..
You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that people find you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others. Your imagination is extremely unique. Your Love, Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship. Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happiness to your couple.

9:59am: forget me not..
how are you? i get updates but i dunno how's ur real condition..i fear that you will forget us..hmm..will u forget me or forget us?i hope not...we miss you..

hmm..congrats to bf for getting the blog up and going...i've seen that u have quite a number of visitors alrdy and u have got quite a number of comments there..hmm..

seeing shalin thinking of sidelines to get money just freaks me out..everytime he share his plans, i'll just go quiet, thinking of what i'm going to do for myself..sometimes i felt embarass for not having any plans when has loads of plans..i'm in a deep shithole..i just dunno what i'm going to do in the future...wat am i really interested in?hmm.. few more weeks to go and it is the end of poly life..n wth...i dun even have a freaking plan in my mind...i may want to continue studying which i'm not sure...coz my gpa is like shit..no local U will take me...i thought of taking part time degree in sim but it's just a thought..actually my initial idea was to study oversea but my mum doesn't want that to happen..but might not noe if she change her mind..hmm..maybe i'll end up working as what my father wants me to be..hmm..

10:21am: how i wish it was a dream too..but it's not..i hope you get well soon..i'm trying not to show how sad i am in front of you..i may be strong but how long more can i be this strong..i have my weakness and all noe it..my tears are active and i manage to control it infront of you.. i hope i can be there by your side always but i can't...but i'll promise you i'll try to be there everyday..hmm..get well soon..

7:57pm: who would scream until people think that they are being possessed.. well, that's what some of my MCG members think, when i screamt because of a beetle on my hair.. i was screaming my lungs out telling them my hair...but some of them heard it as hantu instead of rambut..haha..hmm..only one understand what i was saying and started to hit my hair hard from side to side..some of them who thought i was being possessed asked to say some prayers into my ears...after the whole thing, they kept laughing at me..haha..
talking about this, MCG production was a success.. it was a miracle.. i was not at all confident about the whole thing..n worse i wasn't even confident with myself as i fear i will give the wrong cue to the musicians, the lightings and also curtains..actually i'm quite happy being the stage manager coz i got to know everyone in MCG..some photos now..








this is how we took photo together when my family is around...

finally we got to spend the entire day together last saturday... we met at 8 am and sat down under the void deck for 20 minutes thinking of where to go...after he long discussion we decide to go for breakfast at kovan but the shop was close so we spend about 10 more minutes discussing on where we should eat...and alas, we decide to go to sengkang banquet..wth rite..if we were to go there straight from my home, it will be much nearer..after eating, we went around compass point thinking again of what to do...hmm..after much thoughts, i suggested to go to henderson waves or hort park..n he said yes we should go...but the problem is that we don't noe how to go there...we decide to take bus but we dunno what bus and where they are at..so we had to make a trip to the library to use the internet to our research..after finding the location and the bus service, we made our way there...we didn't go to the hort park and kent ridge...we went straight to the forest park which is kind of high..hmm..we walked the entire journey to harbour front...far or what..haha..hmm..we had fun though..it was quite a waste that we didn't bring any cameras except for hp camera..hmm..
so.. here are some of the photos..

















i realised that boyfriend loves to stand straight...training for NS ar..haha.hmm..boyfriend says that he's gaining wait because of me coz i keep stuffing food especially unfinished food of mine into his mouth..hmm.haha..

after that we had lunch at the foodcourt apposite harbourfront and took 80 back to hougang... by the time we reach hougang it was 5 pls so we decide to take his bike and go to pasir ris to stargaze..hmm..

happy new year to everyone...new year resolution? nah...dun bother abt it...everytime i have a resolution, i tend to forget it in weeks to come..hmm..
today my family went for cycling trip in pulau ubin...tiring..n my butt hurts.haha..


my new lotto shoes which my dad bought for $20 during their sale..







hmm..ok..thats all for now..

10:22am: Which of this is you..
Some apply PICARD in their life...what it stands for...

P - Punctuality
I - Initiative
C - Commitment
A - Attitude
R - Responsible
D - Discipline

but there are some who applies ABCD instead... what it stands for...

A - Argue
B - Bargain
C - Complain
D - Demand

niwae, a reminder to all that there is an old lady selling crackers from house to house.. try not to open the door for her coz it hav been said that she's evil...something like tat...i'm not really sure of the details... hmm.. n i think she's around my area now coz my sis said that her friend experienced it.. and there's something in her house and somewhat it follows her.. how true is that i'm not so sure.. hmm.. yesterday, i kept thinking of it and it scares me while i'm on my way home.. i mean what if she followed me back..hmm..she might even noe i always come back late and wait for me..haha..maybe...i'm being too paranoid...haha..

next.. my class is moving room tmr..argh...no more watching movies...no more playing games.. no more eating in class...no more long breaks... and no more slacking..haha..

there are still quite alot of videos that have not been edited..actually i think its more of all the videos..

MCG production is in 2 weeks time...n are we prepared? hmm..we have never had a single pratice with full attendance... i'm hoping my assistant will blast before i blast... my tolerence level can be high but once it exceeds, that's it.. hmm..but i hope i dun.. coz this is not NP...hmm..

i'm looking forward for January to come..i'll be able to relax by then i hope and maybe spend more time with yours truly and my family.. and i have to find job asap...

ok thats all from me..

2:30pm: too many videos to edit but too lazy too edit..argh..hmm..shana is showing all the korean band that she likes and lynn and i are like choosing which guy we like...n lynn...is so fickle minded...shud tell matt..haha...one moment she like one guy then another moment she said she like another one better...always.. that time we watched power rangers aso she like tat..haha..
n i slept for a while just now...a while only...cannot sleep properly...cannot find a comfy position..

10:01pm: i felt bad for being to busy to spend time with him.. ros even thinks that i'm actually testing his limits...hmm..i'm sorry..hmm..
today did ad hoc and the rest of the day SLACK...haha...spend time in class watching video after video.. and i aso did some shopping...shucks...feeling so guilty...so broke alrdy....i think i need work..hmm..
i'll remember today as the day that we wear m&m shirt together..
hmm..niwae as i said that i'm very busy...ya..very busy... strting nxt wk, i'll be having 4 to 5 days of MCG training..hmm..n i think i'm dancing for chingay so trainings again..but hope it doesn't take alot of my time...hmm...
ok la...wanna play game...taz...

10:04am: You know I still love you baby
And it will never change

Chorus
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I don’t want anyone else
I can’t have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody, nobody nobody

Why are you trying to push me away? I hate it.
You ignore what I am saying
Why are you trying to send me to other guys?
Why are you doing this?

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not enough
Stop it right now, you know me well enough
Why are you forcing what you know I don’t want?

Chorus x2

I’m satisfied, I’m happy
If I have you I don’t want for anything else
Who do you want me to meet and be happy with?
I can’t be happy away from your side

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not enough
Why can’t you understand that it makes no sense?
How can I be happy without you?

Chorus x2


the song that have been playing in class and in my head since last 2 days thanks to sam and shana..haha...

do u miss me?hmm..

3:41pm: Peteranswers.com
so... Fong introduced us this website called peteranswers.com.. it's basically a virtual tarot website where you ask question and it will reply you.. and only Fong can asked... coz i don't believe in it..so when i ask, it just won't answer.. so one of the question asked was: will liyana get married and it says: liyana will get married before 30... and all the question that fong asked was correct...it was too accurate to be fake..so we continue and continue...then we asked him where is him and he said he's behind me...how freaky is that? then we asked again where is he and he said that he's gone already.. then we asked who's standing behind me then he said andrew is sitting behind me which is true...we kept playing and everyone get scared, even drew and dayana...n i think i'm a medium now too...:) coz i can do it coz i believe in it...

niwae shalin...how's ur day at work...

11:07pm: Few more weeks to the day of production and there are still many things not done yet.. next few weeks will be a tiring week for me.. with 4-5 days of training...

re-edits have to be done as soon as possible... there are heaps of videos that are not finished.. i have to download premiere pro on my laptop so i can bring work home..i have bought external harddisk and i hope it will come off good use.. i need the updated microsoft office.. i want to install all the adobe software e.g photoshop, premiere pro & indesign...

Napfa test is in 2 weeks time and i'm not prepared..i can't do sit and reach...i need to train for my 2.4 n watever that i can train..

something random...i love him lots...he's going for attachement at walt disney...so no more going to school with him and no more going back with him.:(...and i'll be so busy...hmm..

10:40pm: actually i have nothing to blog abt but yeah it's been so long since i blog...so let's see if there's anything to talk abt..
on sat, my group attend the debate competition for our ad hoc.. from 9am-4pm.. i hope we have 1 extra off day...anyway, the winner was TP..NYP got the best speaker award..and my group is doing a profile story on her for our production..
on last wed, i performed for lunch time concert and also SBM day...

8:23am: Totally monday blue...
Yesterday was horrible for me...
first thing, i was so tired after the camp on Saturday and Sunday..
then, i realised that my pants tore...and school's giordano doesn't have my size for the pants that i want so had to make my way to AMK hub to find one..and it was so bloody difficult coz i have such a big fat butt and thigh that i need an L an most of pants i want doesn't have an L...Ros and Lynn accompanied me to find my pants...n i felt super embarrased that i'm so fat and couldn't fit it many pants i tried... after about an hour of searching finally i found a pants and yeah i had to buy it..i feel bad for Ros & Lynn coz they're hungry...hmm..
then when my group was about to shoot, it rain on us...freaking hell...hmm..back to class i was so damn noisy...i think i was high in caffeine..i can't stop myself from talking and doing nonsensical stuff..i guess what they say about if you're laughing to much it means you're going to cry soon is right...but let's not talk about that first.. hmm..
after class, before going to MCG i decided to withdraw money from OCBC...reason for drawing..not sure..i think it was bcoz i thought i will want to buy food..and know what happen... my card got retained...alvin said that maybe someone have been meddling with the insert card holder that it is spoil therefore the card can't go out...but even my cash didn't came out..hmm..so, i called the person annd the person asked me so many damn questions...argh...hmm..i had to collect my new card at the branch itself.. and thanks to Alvin coz he lend me $12 but actually i dun need it...haha...hmm..
then, when i went for MCG, director start asking me where are the cast.. i dunno how long i can take it anymore..i've tried my best to contact everyone but it's hard.. i cried in front of everyone..maybe bcoz i was tired..but i am stressed and pissed bcoz no one tells me that they won't be turning up and when me and my asst called they dun bloody freaking pick up my call...
and then the freaking training room has spoilt lights...wth rite..argh...
maybe it was me..maybe i'm a jinx...argh....
i hope today's a better day...

11:49pm: okie..so, there's alot of things i never update..hmm..but i' too lazy to update now coz i think there's too many..hmm..maybe i can post more picture and type less..haha..
so..some hari raya photos taken on 1st day and the 19th, outing with mum side...


family photo









here's some pic for the MCG's open house...






then it was my house hari raya open house..
we have the girls..







and then my sec sch friends..



and last sunday, 26th October was our 1 year... happy anniversary..ur gift is great...and hope you like the shoe and the other unfinished gift that have not been given.. and i hope you enjoy ur time with me...:)..


that's the shoe...puma ok...haha..

hmm..niwae performance at esplanade was so exciting...i hope tmr will be an excellant performance... photos of this will be updated is i have time..haha...ttfn..

8:30pm: Raya outing with them was fun...alot of stupid moments and deaf moments for everyone i guess..haha..we went out at 4pm and finished visiting at 1 plus am..like omg...haha...
so...the driver is..shana's sister...



and since shana's sister has the bf and they wear the same coloured baju kurung...and the other 2 also like couples wearing the same coloured baju kurung too...so me and shana also act like couples wearing the same coloured baju kurung except that hers is dark green and mine light green...



we took lots and lots of photos in the car..although it's too cramp we still managed to take photos...





so here are the girls who went...



and here are the whole group..



ok enuff of yst.. today is amore women day out..super tiring... a total of 6hr and 30 mins of exercising...tmr my leg will sure be aching..i can feel it coming..haha.. aniwae i was chosen as one of the outstanding dancer during the dance beat segment which we learn funk blitz and mtv dance... surprising or what...i tink the judge dunno how to see..haha...hmm..so i got an amore gifts consisting of amore's towel, sports bra, pants and shoe bag...after a long day, me and my mum walked to paragon to take cab home..so tiring...
anyone wants to help me massage my leg?i hope there is..please..haha...

hmm..i'm becoming more scared...i keep thinking that it will end like how it used to end... if ever it ends becoz of the same reason, i'll have to give up coz it's all becoz of me...hmm..maybe i'm just thinking to much..i dunno..i dunno what's going to happen in days/week/months/years to come....please let it last...hmm..